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December 24 Boulevard Of Broken Dreams连续三篇日志都用Green Day的歌名儿做标题，我承认最近是迷上这支乐队了，尽管之前带着鄙视的心态，生活就是这样，不知道哪天你就突然会接受一些之前痛恨无比的事物，like the wind of fucking change。。。。。。也许生活的某些不确定性，才让自己有勇气面对很多很多错综复杂的挫败以及奇遇。自己骨子里并不是一个安于现状的人，当现实给我证明了一遍又一遍以后，BUT,I DONT CARE IF U DONT............I AM THE SON OF RAGE AND LOVE.<Jesus of suburbia>，听了一遍又一遍。
很想在BLOG里写些东西，但是该写什么不该写什么自己依然不懂得取舍，我的生活如此简单，简单到每天做一样的事吃一样的菜。
今天巨烦，巨烦的时候就喜欢到处走走，喜欢淹没在人海里到处看看别人脸上的表情，而不想局限在一个地方，也许这就是骨子里那些不安定的血液依然在流动吧。晚上跟哥们儿站在大厦的下面点燃香烟，看着这个城市的灯光，想着曾经到过的很多地方，它们在夜晚都漂亮的像水晶盒子里的礼物，但是不知道礼物的主人要把他们送给谁，The fucking Jesus。不过是一瞬间的浮华。都他妈是虚无的。。。。。。虚无的。。。。。。包括我自己。。。。。。这时侯突然想知道几十年以后自己居住的屋子能给那座城市贡献多少灯光。灯光依旧像天上的星星，有人告诉辛巴：古代的国王死后会变成星星在天上看着我们。Hakuna matata..........Hakuna matata.........
当我不再年轻的时候，是不是能在点燃一支香烟以后想起很多事情，像一部无声的电影在脑子里无序的播放，是不是能在利益跟原则之间正确的作出判断。至少现在我不行，思想被一些东西禁锢了。当我无助的瞪着你时你他妈的真的视而不见，the fucking Jesus.
圣诞将至，独自点燃的香烟渐渐泯灭，犹如自己的生命无声的随着一个又一个的圣诞节消失殆尽。圣诞节不过是一个度量单位，一个他妈的制造浪漫的契机，但是我不会罢了。So ,I walk alone,I walk alone。
其实我特喜欢这样独自一人安静地自由自在地百无聊赖地悠然自得地在死神庇护下慢慢睡着。。。。。。那一刻我像个孩子一样。
HomecomingHomecoming 回家
[Part 1: The death of St. Jimmy] 圣吉米之死 My heart is beating from me 我的心跳来源于我自身
I am standing all alone 我独自的站立 Please call me only if you are coming home 请仅在你要回家的时候通知我 Waste another year flies by 一整年的流逝是建立在 Waste a night or two 一日一日的流逝上的 You taught me how to live 你教我如何卑微地 In the streets of shame 在街头生存 Where you've lost your 哪里你已经失去 dreams in the rain 在雨中幻想 There's no signs of hope 没有希望的曙光 The stems and seeds of the last of the dope 最后一个傻瓜的茎和种子（指St. Jimmy的依靠和希望） There's a glow of light 有一束热光 The St. Jimmy is the spark in the night 圣吉米是黑暗中的火光 Bearing gifts and trust 承担着天赋和信任 The fixture in the city of lust 是这个欲望都市的支柱 What the hell's your name? 你地狱的名字是什么？ What's your pleasure and what is your pain? 什么是你的快乐和你的痛苦？ Do you dream to much? 你是否做太多梦？ Do you think what you need is a crutch? 你是否认为你需要一把拐杖？ In the crowd of pain. St. Jimmy comes without any shame 圣吉米不带任何耻辱地在痛苦中回来 He says we're fucked up， But we're not the same 他说我们都是混乱的，但是却各不相同 And mom and dad are the ones you can blame 父母是供你责备的 Jimmy died today 吉米今天死了
He blew his brains out into the bay 他在绝路上结束了自己的性命
In the state of mind it's my own private suicide 是精神上的自杀 [Part 2: East 12th St.] 东方12圣
Well nobody cares 是的，没有人在意
Well nobody cares 是的，没有人关怀 Does anyone care if nobody cares? 如果没有人在意还有谁会在意？ [x2] Jesus filling out paperwork now 耶稣正在东方12圣之上
At the facility on east 12th st. 用工具填写 He's not listened to a word now 他没有听从于他人 He's in his own world 他用他自己的方式 And he's daydreaming 他有一个白日梦 He'd rather be doing something else now, 他宁愿现在做点儿别的什么
Like cigarettes and coffee with the underbelly, 像下体的香烟和咖啡（？） His life's on the line with anxiety now, 他现在正生活在焦虑中 And she had enough, 她得到足够的 And he had plenty 他得到丰富的 Somebody get me out of here 某人带我离开那里
Anybody get me out of here 何人带我离开那里 Somebody get me out of here 某人带我离开那里 Get me the fuck right out of here 让我尽快摆脱那个鬼地方 So far away 如此遥远
I don't want to stay 我不愿停驻 Get me out of here right now 现在就让我走 I just wanna be free 我只是想要自由 Is there a possibility? 这会有可能吗？ Get me out of here right now 让我现在就离开那里 This life like aint for me 这种生活与我水火不容 [Part 3: Nobody likes you!] 没有人喜欢你！
I fell asleep while watching spike TV 当我在喝完十杯咖啡以后
After 10 cups of coffee 看无着聊的电视节目我睡着了 And you're still not here 你依旧不在那里 Dreaming of a song 梦见一支歌 But something went wrong 但是什么东西出了错 But I can't tell anyone 但是我不能告诉任何人 'Cause no one's here 因为没有人在这里 Left me here alone 让我独自一人在这里 And I should have stayed home 我本应该留在家里 After 10 cups of coffee I'm thinking 在喝完十杯咖啡以后我开始胡思乱想 (where'd you go?) 你将到何处去？ Nobody likes you, everyone left you 没有人喜欢你，所有人离开你 (where'd you go?) 你将到何处去？ They're all out without you havin' fun 他们都离开你去享受快乐了 (where'd you go?) 你将到何处去？ Everyone left you, nobody likes you 没有人喜欢你，所有人离开你 (where'd you go?) 你将到何处去？ They're all out without you havin' fun 他们都离开你去享受快乐了 (where'd you go..go..go..go..) 你将到何处去？ Cheers...Ha..干杯……哈……
[Part 4: Rock and roll girlfriend] 摇滚女友
[written and sung by Tre Cool] （！！！这一段是Tre自己写的，并且亲自演唱地啊！） I got a rock and roll band 我组建了一个摇滚乐队
I got a rock and roll life 我得到了一种摇滚生活 I got a rock and roll girlfriend 我得到了一个摇滚女友 And another ex-wife 另外一个形势上的妻子 I got a rock and roll house 我得到一所摇滚房屋 I got a rock and roll car 我得到一辆摇滚汽车 I play the shit out the drums 我狂敲我的鼓 And I can play the guitar 我可以弹弹吉它 I got a kid in New York 我在纽约得到一个孩子 I got a kid in the bay 我在港湾（或绝路上）得到一个孩子 I haven't drank or smoked nothing 在多于22天的日子里 In over 22 days 我喝了酒业抽了烟 So get off my case 我放弃了我的事业 Off of my case 放弃了我的事业 Off of my case! 放弃了我的事业 [Part 5: We're coming home again] 我们又回家了
Here they come marching down the street 他们军队般整齐的走在街上
Like a desperation murmur of a heart beat 就像心跳绝望的低语 Coming back from the edge of town 从城镇的边缘归来 Underneath their feet 在他们脚下 The time has come and it going nowhere 时间流逝，无处可去 Nobody ever said that life was fair now 从来没有人说过生命是公平的 Go-carts and guns are treasures they will bear 婴儿车和手枪将是他们的财富 In the summer heat 在酷夏的烈日下 The world is spinning 世界静止了 Around and around 旋转啊旋转 Out of control again 再一次失控 From the 7-11 to the fear of breaking down 从7-11到灭亡的恐惧 To send my love a letterbomb 把我的爱用糖衣炸弹寄出去 And visit me in hell 到地狱与我相见 We're the ones going 我们正在离去 Home 家
We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 I started fuckin' running 当我的脚一触到地面
As soon as my feet touched the ground 我就开始疯跑 We're back in the Barrio 我们回到这个区域 But to you and me, that's single town 但是你和我，这是一个单独的小镇 Home 家
We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Home 家 We're coming home again 我们又回家了 Nobody likes you 没有人喜欢你 Everyone left you 所有人离开你 They're all out without you havin' fun 他们都离开你去享受快乐了 December 22 Jesus Of Suburbia
his song is called jesus of suburbia, it is a long song but its my favorit song ever!!! my life can defenatly relate 2 this song, u will have 2 read the words 2 understand wat this song iz about, and u guys should rlly see the meaning of this song cuz it is awesome!!!
I. JESUS OF SUBURBIA 第一章：郊区平民的耶稣 I'm the son of rage and love, 我是愤怒和爱的儿子 The Jesus of suburbia, 郊区平民的耶稣 From the bible of "none of the above", 上面所说的在圣经里没有记载 On a steady diet of soda pop and ritalin, No one ever died for my sins in hell, 没有人因为我的罪恶在地狱死去 As far as I can tell, 就如我所能诉说的那样 At least the ones I got away with 至少是那些我已经开脱的罪名 But there's nothing wrong with me, 其实我并没有任何错
This is how I'm supposed to be, 这只是我被人假想的样子 In a land of make believe, 在这虚伪的土地上 That don't believe in me 没有人愿意相信我 Get my television fix, 给我修好电视机
Sitting on my crucifix, 坐在我受难的十字架上 The living room in my private womb, 客厅是我的私人空间 While the Mom's and Brad's are away, 当妈和布莱德不在家 To fall in love and fall in debt, 陷入爱情欠一屁股债 To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane, 迷上烈酒、香烟和玛丽珍 To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine 让我疯狂 吸别人的可卡因 II. CITY OF THE DAMNED 第二章：被诅咒的城市 At the center of the earth, 在这地球的中心 In the parking lot, 在7-11便利店停车场有人告诉我 Of the 7-11 where I was taught, The motto was just a lie 所谓格言不过是谎言 It says: home is where your heart is, 据说心在哪里家就在哪里
But what a shame, 但这令人感到羞愧 'Cause everyone's heart, 因为每个人的心跳得都不一样 Doesn't beat the same, We're beating out of time它跳得那么不合拍 City of the dead, 被诅咒的城市
At the end of another lost highway, 在另一段废弃公路的终点 Signs misleading to nowhere, 路标错误地指引着 City of the damned, 被诅咒的城市 Lost children with dirty faces today, 迷失的孩子长着肮脏的脸 No one really seems to care 但没有人真正在意 I read the graffiti, 我读着那些涂鸦
In the bathroom stall, 就在卫生间的便槽里 Like the holy scriptures in a shopping mall, 就像神圣基督经文放进大商场 And so it seemed to confess, 所以它看起来就像忏悔 It didn't say much, 它并没有多说 But it only confirmed that, 它只是证实了 The center of the earth, 地球的中心 Is the end of the world 就是这个世界的终点 And I could really care less 但我并不真正在乎
III. I DON'T CARE I don't care if you don't, 我并不在意如果你也不在意 I don't care if you don't, I don't care if you don't care I don't care if you don't, I don't care if you don't, I don't care if you don't care I don't care if you don't, I don't care if you don't, I don't care if you don't care I don't care if you don't, I don't care if you don't, I don't care if you don't care Everyone Is So Full Of Shit! 每个人都充满了狗屎
Born and raised by hypocrites, 在伪君子堆里出生和长大 Hearts recycled but never saved, 心灵不断循环 但从未得到救赎 From the cradle to the grave, 从烛光到墓地 从生到死 We are the kids of war and peace, 我们是战争与和平的一代 From Anaheim to the middle east, 从美国南加州阿纳海姆到中东 We are the stories and disciples of, 我们都是他的信徒和子民 The Jesus Of Suburbia 郊区平民的耶稣 Land of make believe, 虚伪的土地
And it don't believe in me, 没有人愿意相信我 Land of make believe, 虚伪的土地 And I don't believe, 而我不相信 And I don't care! 我并不在意 IV. DEARLY BELOVED 第四章：亲爱的爱人
Dearly beloved, are you listening? 亲爱的爱人 你在倾听么 I can't remember a word that you were saying, 我不能记起你曾经说的话 Are we demented? Or am I disturbed? 是我们疯了还是我一个人发狂 The space that's in between insane and insecure 在这片疯狂和不安的中间地带 Oh therapy can you please fill the void? 哦圣愈，你能填补这空虚么？
Am I Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed? 我是智障还是我只是过度狂喜 Nobody's perfect and I stand accused, 没有人完美 而我现在是被告 For the lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse 只是为了缺少一个更好的世界,那原本是我最好的借口 V. TALES FROM ANOTHER BROKEN HOME 第五章：又一个破碎家庭的故事 To live and not to breathe, 生存，还还是死亡这个问题 Is to die in tragedy, 就如同，在悲剧中死去 To run, to run away, 还是逃避逃离这里 To find what you believe, 还是去寻找你的信仰 And I leave behind, 我留在后面 This hurricane of fucking lies, 这风暴般的他妈的谎言 I lost my faith to this, 我已经对此失去信仰 This town that don't exist 这个城市并不存在 So I run, 所以我逃走，逃离这里
I run away To the light of masochists, 逃向受虐狂的怀抱
And I leave behind, 我留在后面 This hurricane of fucking lies,这风暴般的他妈的谎言 And I walked this line,而我已遵循这些 A million and one fucking times,一百万零一次了 But not this time 但这一次决不！ I don't feel any shame,我并不感到羞愧
I won't apologize 我不会道歉 When there ain't nowhere you can go,当你已经无处可去
Running away from pain,逃离这痛苦吧 When you've been victimized,当你一直在受难于 Tales from another broken home 又一个破碎家庭的故事 You're leaving... 你在离开
You're leaving...你在离开 You're leaving... Ah you're leaving home... 你在离开这个家 《Jesus of Suburbia》和《Home Coming》，是一对互为对照的孪生歌，各分为五部分，都长达九分钟。《American Idiot》挑起的反叛幕布在《Jesus of Suburbia》中展现了有血有肉的舞台，挑衅宗教、前途渺茫、怀疑爱情、控诉破碎家庭、还有嗑药，给整张专辑的“社会关怀”做了一场预告，像是资本主义白人青少年成长的经典烦恼集锦。二者的音乐风格都试图在每一部分中花样翻新，但《Jesus of Suburbia》没有它的兄弟《Home Coming》来得收放自如。这其实也是因为后者的角色类似总结性发言，不存在前者资讯泄露的顾虑，供其掌控的资源便囊括了专辑中几乎所有动人的东西，包括《Letterbomb》中小女孩音质的那四行残酷童话（Nobody likes you/Everyone left you/They’re all out without you/having fun…），也由Billie的嗓子狠狠回顾了一把童年创伤。
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